Healings of depression
严重抑郁和疮伤后压力症的疗愈
R. Z. (43岁) ，墨尔本小组，澳洲
自小孩时我已抑郁，父亲经常对我粗暴，我总是非常沉默和紧张，睡眠质素差劲；9 岁时我遭到性骚扰，家人知道这事，却没有制止。16 岁时我试图以过量服食药丸的方式自杀，却不成功；在校内，我全部科目都不合格，这让我更憎恨自己，相信自己一无是处；18 岁时迁离家，自 22 岁起接受精神治疗超过 4 年，没有服药，因为害怕副作用；结婚 3 年之后婚姻破裂，而诊治我的精神科医生告诉我他已经爱莫能助。我游走于心理学家、精神科医生、医生、医院、灵性治疗师和治疗从业员之间，每个孩童时的回忆都会引发生理崩溃，我会躲藏起来，感到极度惶恐，恍如心脏病发作，之后不省人事多个小时。我会锁上门关闭自己，痛哭流涕，直至睡倒。抑郁、焦虑和惶恐发作简直太过严重，2003 年，我住进精神科诊所，经检测后，医生给我处方药物（舒忧，后来 Avenza，即米氮平），药物对我有帮助，我以为一切都会重回正轨，可是，灵魂深处仍有阴影使我高声吶喊。2005 年，在精神科医生的协助下，我尝试中断服药。当我将药片（30 微克）服用量减低时，戒断症象开始浮现：阵阵滴汗、疼痛、焦虑、颤抖、恶心和幽闭恐惧，只好决定继续服药，医生处方安眠药和对抗戒断症象的 Valium，可是，当我将Avenza的服用量再次提升至 60 微克时，所有戒断征象消失，我大失所望，因为知道这显示我非常倚赖这药物，感到有生之年都要与医生和治疗共渡，抑郁症异常严重，以致我终日以泪洗面，全身都痛，只想了此残生，决定于 2007 年 7 月 1 日自我结束生命。
Healing from severe depression and anxiety disorder
E. B. (50), Ergoldsbach (Germany)
In the year 1995, an ominous situation developed at my workplace - mobile nursing care - mobbing was becoming widespread. This caused me to develop permanent anxiety, and I could hardly do my job any more. In 1997, my frame of mind was so shattered that, for example, I was neither able to fill a syringe nor administer intramuscular Injections. At home I could no longer calm down, and I was plagued by thoughts of suicide. A neurologist had me admitted to the district hospital because of acute self-endangerment. At first I was completely sedated, so that I hardly perceived anything. After eight weeks without significant improvement I was released at my own risk on the condition that I undergo psychiatric treatment. On the one hand the prescribed medication did help me to somehow be active, but on the other hand everything was insensitive and mechanical. In the end it helped just as little as conversational therapy.
Healing from alcohol addiction and depression
J. L. (54), Buffalo (USA)
Shortly after my 18th birthday (1968) I began to drink beer and schnapps. I would drink 12 to 18 beers a day from Monday to Sunday. It was normal for me at the time to come home from work, change clothes, go to my favourite hangout and stay there until three o’clock in the morning. Then I would get up at seven o’clock and go to work, always with a terrible hangover. I was working in the construction industry at the time. This happened day after day. Thus it became the pattern of my life. Today I can’t understand how I was able to survive for 35 years with such excessive alcohol consumption.
Healing of depression
Mrs N. D. (49), Frankfurt (Germany)
I was often nervous, reacted irritably at the slightest thing and felt oppressed to the point of suffocation. A Russian healer gave me some relief through a laying on of hands, but it only lasted a short while.
My introduction to the teachings of Bruno Gröning released a real revolution within me. I hardly slept and my whole body was in turmoil. After about three weeks, it was as if all my emotional problems had been blown away. I feel free, happy and like a person of value with faith in the future.
Healing of depression
Mrs M. L. (42), Bebra (Germany)
Before I found my way to the Bruno Gröning Circle of Friends, I had suffered from depression for over six years with bouts of anxiety, and had no interest in everyday events. Even getting up in the morning was a torment. I was afraid of every situation I encountered. I was often unable to think clearly, sat without any interest in what was going on around me and the lightest housework was beyond me. I took various medicines in differing strengths, first Baldrian, then Demetrin, Tofranil and Saroten tablets.
Five days after my introduction to the teachings of Bruno Gröning and absorbing the healing stream, all my problems were simply gone. Since then I have not had an attack of anxiety. I get up easily in the morning and I take an interest in all my daily activities. I no longer need medication and am free from depression.
Healing of depression
Mrs E. G. (64), Heidelberg (Germany)
In 1985, at the age of 59, I was laid off work. This came as such a shock that I fell into a deep depression. I could no longer sleep at night, neglected my flat, was unsociable and apathetic and lacked the courage to go out shopping. I began to cry whenever somebody spoke to me. For over four years, I received injections of Vitamin B12 and Imap (neuroleptic drug with depot effect) with no result. At the time of my introduction to the teachings of Bruno Gröning, in November 1989, I was at an all-time low.
Immediately after my introduction, I pulled myself together and since then my flat has always been in order. After three weeks I felt as if the years of depression had never been. Since then, I have been free from depression, and every form of apathy or withdrawal has simply disappeared. I have also been able to discontinue my medication.
Healing of depression
Mr R. B. (25), Linz (Austria)
For three years I suffered from depression which manifested as
follows: difficulty in breathing, suicidal tendencies, loneliness, fear of people, no interest in anything, joylessness, nightmares and vomiting. I was almost continually in bed. Before examinations I lost all self-confidence and often cancelled at the last moment. Psychotherapeutic treatment brought only temporary improvement.
Soon after my introduction to the teachings of Bruno Gröning, in March 1995, I suddenly felt a surge of power and an emotional freedom so that for the first time in a long while, I simply laughed because I felt wonderful. I have an unexpected zest for life, no longer feel tired and am truly healthy.
